Sunday, May 3, 2009

Most MEANINGFUL dream to me. Under strong spriritual evil attack during thses dreams. Found the protection of God in an unlikely place.

Dream typed out on April 6, 2009.

This dream is very meaningful to me and so very clear as to its meaning. I/we was under spiritual attack from demonic forces.
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From Friday to Sunday I was going threw some rather bad trails and dealing with some sever issues from someone else.

Sunday night I cried out to Jesus for protection and help. The help came last night about an hour or so after I gave it to God and cried out to Jesus.

It is Monday now. From Thursday to Saturday I had dreams that evil demonic beings in the form of T- rex dinosaurs ( yeah I know it sounds corny) where roaming about the earth devouring people. Everywhere they went they brought terror, strife, fear, death and trouble. Just seeing them and feeling them near by was nearly debilitating and tended to cause panic with in me and others.

I kept trying to hide but could not. No where I hid was safe. The fear was grasping me deep with in my soul. In one dream I climbed as high in a tree as I could trying to escape the demon dinos. One saw me and came to the tree. The cats were climbing up the tree too. I don't know where the people were at this point but I figure they were eaten up because I saw the demons attacking them out in the fields.

Anyways some of the cats climbed up higher and higher in order to escape the demon. Others just sat there on a low limb as if it was normal for an evil T-rex to growl and scream at them while he grabbed them up eating them. It tried reaching me. I climbed as far as I could and wondered how painful it would be to be eaten by it.

The fear was griping. But it tried and tried and could not reach me.Those dreams went from Thursday night to Saturday night. And then Sunday night (last night) while awake I cried out to Jesus for help. Help came and the troubling situation was lifted from me. I had not been handling my troubling situation as well as I should have. In the dreams I did not feel much protection but still received it some how.

But last night I had the most troubling dream compared to the others I had the past few nights but some how felt some protection even tho I was fearful.In last nights dream I saw and felt one of the most powerful vial horrid demon creatures I had ever felt/saw before in a dream. It could fly. It was huge with big eyes. It was kind of shaped and colored like a cloud but very large. It would fly around always looking for people. Its giant eyes were always watching and moving from side to side looking. looking..... looking.It held its big wide mouth open and engulfed with in it locations, houses and lots of people.

Everywhere it went it brought about terror, pain, fear, and death. There was no escape. There was no hiding place. No weapon could stop it. I was out in the country side in a location not known by me. I had some how got the feeling that the thing was looking for me and that this time I was its main target.

I came upon this old small beat up house trailer. It did not look like anything that could protect me from that creature. There was a hill beside it mostly blocking the view of the fancy rich homes next to it. People were outside of those fancy homes screaming in terror and being killed.

I looked at those nice homes and people and felt like it was unsafe seeking shelter amongst them. I was dirty, hungry and thirsty. I went inside the old trailer. Inside the old trailer was food water and a shower. An old lady in the trailer washed my clothes and I was able to shower and be clean. I knew it was coming for me. I got the feeling it could also not only see people but smell us too thus searching for us by sight and scent. I looked out the window and saw it in the sky coming towards the trailer.

I some how felt safe in that old trailer but my mind knew that a beat up old trailer like this could not stop a creature like that. But some how I was safe. The creature was about to fly over the trailer as I watched its roaming eyes looking for me. It normally destroyed homes it flew over. But it flew over the house trailer as if it did not even see it. It never even focused its eyes on the trailer. I could feel its evilness. Evil like that grips one to their soul.

I now think I know what the dreams mean. With the 3 nights of dreams of demonic T-rex dinos they represented the evil forces that were about to and were giving me much strife and trouble and trails over the weekend. The pain and heartache and stress. I was not feeling much protection in those dreams because during those days in my waking hours I was not giving it all to God as much as I should have but even so He was with me.

The dream with the evil flying thing and the house trailer is meaningful to me. The flier was more then just an ordinary demon. Perhaps one of greater power I don't know. But it also represented much stress and trouble, trouble that could lead to bad bad stuff if I had allowed myself to been caught up in it. The beat up old small house trailer represented God. Yeah I know that might make some flip out but hear me out. That old trailer did not look like anything people would flock to.

It was ordinary but there for anyone to come in and for anyone who was seeking help and safety. It was as if the hill was purposly blocking the view of the trailure from the people in the fancy homes just like our sins sometimes block us from seeing the truth and reaching out for God. With in the trailer was safety and comfort and the things I needed just as with God.

The evil vial creature flying over the trailer could not see me or harm me because the trailer (God) was shielding me and protecting me from the creatures sight and since of smell.It shows me that we can expect God in areas that we would never expect such as the beat up old small house trailer.

With in that trailer was the safety, comfort and life every person wanted but they kept refusing to go to it and open the door to see inside of it. Instead they chose their fancy homes just as in real life people so often do not choose God for their help.

I had that dream last night after I gave the troubling situation all to God.

Herding people together imprisioning them. People healed of sever illnesses so they can be slaves/work.

Dream typed out on march 14, 2009.

Very recently I had this dream:

Like almost always the handicapped and the children and babies are gone.

I was amongst a large group of people all able to walk and work. We was in what used to be a cattle farm barn. There were older people and people who used to be sick there but they had been given some kind of medication that healed their sickness so they could could do work.

The ones who were to sick for the healing medication were gone. My dad was able to walk and do things because of 'their' medication but it did not seem good nor a blessing. Him and I were in this cattle barn and someone, whomever they were- I could not see them, began herding us all into the fenced in run ways that lead to the trucks that load up the cattle.

But the fenced in run ways where real high, to high for us to climb unlike the cattle run ways on farms. People began getting panicy wondering where we were being loaded up and taken to. My dad and I were at the end of the group. I could not see just what was happening up at the front where people were being loaded unto the semi but there was commotion and it was giving off a scary feeling. People were making a ruckus up front and it made it to where no one could be loaded unto the semi trailer.

So we all waited around in the cattle run way. Many of the people seemed

to blindly and stupidly follow and excepting whatever fate this was to be. A tall thin blond haired man was in the crowd of people, he kept coming into my view and he appeared to 'know something'. He was in his 30s or 40s.My dad and I kept looking around for ways to escape but there were none.It was not winter, no snow, not cold, not hot but leaning on the cool side. Looked to be fall time or early spring before the greenery bursted threw but that could be because that is what I am seeing that a lot right now so that is probably why it showed up in my dream.

I dont know the ending.

Sin and evil all around us and in us. It is hard to be rid of, it follows and stalks us. It harms families.

Dream typed out Jan 17, 2009

Sin all about us and in us.

Thursday night before I went to sleep I prayed and asked God to please help me understand if there is any meaning to some of my dreams and what the meanings are.

I had a dream that was very vivid and clear and as soon as I woke up I knew the meaning of it. There was this nice fancy house up in the mountains surrounded by woods, nature, back a long lane with no neighbors and had a body of water near by. So it was kind of a earthly paradise so to speak, The house had lot of tall thick glass windows all over it allowing in the view of nature and the sunshine. The house was equipped with modern fancy handy gadgets. Large outdoor porches and decks. A very beautiful, comfortable fancy home in deed with perfect climate for comfort with in it.

With a home like that no one wanted to go outside very often. But there was a reason no one wanted to go outside.The outside was infested with evil from hell. The outside was beautiful and real tempting to go explore. But with in those woods were distorted looking evil demonic beings whose soul perpose was to torture, kill and eat each and every human they could catch outside in the beautiful nature.

There was a a giant over sized demonic dinosaur that was snarling and screaming and glad to be eating any human it would come across with pleasure. It seeped of evil to the core even more evil then the demonic creatures roaming about outside. It was next to imposible to escape it, it was so large it stood higher then the tallest trees and could see out over the valley and sniff out about anyone hiding.

I had ran threw the woods and nature hiding from the dinosaur and creatures. A group of people were ruining with me. One by one many of them got eaten by the dinosaur, some of them thought they could outsmart the creatures and lost the battle and ended up being tortured and eaten by those distorted demonic creatures.

All while this was happening the woods was still so beautiful and lovely but it could no longer be enjoyed for that because the overwelming fear and evil now running threw the woods stold the joy of being in the woods like when people first started out in the woods.So alone I found my way to this wonderful beautiful mansion out in the middle of no where that I described above.

The doors were not locked and I was welcomed in. For whatever reason the dinosaur and creatures were not allowed to get into this house or get to close to it but they were close enough to be seen and heard outside gathering around the house always watching and listening for their chance to grab anyone who came out of that house. They had their battle gear in hand and always ready. Always.

With in the house was a small amount of people. A family. A middle aged wife and husband with some kids and a few others.Even tho the house was perfect in every way the people with in were not. They could still choose to be imperfect, they could also choose to go outside if they wanted. There was some trouble with in that house because the husband suddenly came down sick and could no longer walk or care for himself. He needed people to diaper, bathe, feed, dress, medicate and take total care of him.

The wife and others seemed upset about this and seemed to think it was his own fault.Since I used to work in the medical field I was chosen to help take care of that man for the day. He was unloving, kind of rude and grouchy and had an air of "something is not right" about him. But still he was allowed to remain in the house.

His behaviors were upsetting everyone and making the entire household not function with joy and happiness like it should be. The wife, kids and other people began trying to avoid him because of his actions. So I got stuck being his only caretaker. He would get messy and I would have to clean him. I would wipe and wipe and clean and clean him and still the mess would not come off, it would only smear and spread around on his handicapped body.

I started getting really frustrated and he was getting after me, I started wanting to throw him outside to the demonic creatures that were standing around looking in the windows watching us but I didn't. I was wanting to get away from that man so bad even I wanted to try and run into the woods to get away from him but I knew those demons would catch me and devour me if that dinosaur did not.

So I choose to stay with in the safe confines of the lovely home.In the rooms where the man was not in was peaceful, lovely, joyful and nice even tho his family had some fear and disgust with him.That man was causing the entire house to have issues. This beautiful safe lovely house had troubles with the people with in it.

The demonic creatures were getting closer to the house. Keep the doors shut! I knew to keep the doors shut! The man lay on the floor by the door so close to rolling out the screen door.

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The dream meaning:

When I woke up I knew its meaning almost right away. It was about Christians.The demonic creatures represented actual demons that are all about us and always trying to trip us up and make us sin and mess our relationship up with God.

The over sized evil of evilest dinosaur represented satan himself.The lovely house represented our relationship and walk with God as Christians. The protection of God all around us.

The safety of our souls in Gods hands, we have freedom and can go to that house and we have the freedom to choose to be stupid and leave that house by going outside and sinning thus hurting our walk with the Lord. Even as Christians our choices to sin can greatly damage us and even kill us.

But still even as we mess up we are still in the confines of God because we are His children.The man represented a Christian who choose sin and was stubborn and would not give in to God and allow God to help him make better choices in life. This man was bringing sin into this house and his family thus making them all suffer.

The dirt AKA sin could not be wiped away from him with his or anyones elses acts of works. And sin is filthy and spreads like crazy just like the dirt on this man. It would not come off not until he asked God to help him get rid of it and restore the relationship to God.

The man had been healthy and then his sinful actions(whatever they were) brought him down until he was helpless and lost in his sin and unable to get out on his own. Not even someone with training could get him out of it (me) it had to be God and the man calling out to God which he never did in the dream.

The lovely woods and nature represented how sin can be fun and seem oh so joyful and beautiful at first. So very tempting. It lures us in and grabs us and destroys our walk with God, our families, our jobs and everything around us.

But it is so tempting, it comes across as so innocent and peaceful just like the mountains and woods surrounding the house. And then its affects strikes. It reaches out and grabs and devours. It robs the joy and peace. It kills. It is sin and the evil forces all around.

A family in fear, people around them froozen in time.

Dream typed out on Sept 25, 2008.

In the dream the wife carried a very young baby, possibly newborn, and another young but walking child followed you both.

But the walking child was sheltered and kept in front of the parents so that others could not see the child. I could not see the child but knew him or her was there. The wifes hair was wore long and straight and down. The parents did not speak to anyone and kept your distance from everyone. Others stood around almost frooze in time.

The young child and the wife ,who was holding the baby, were watching a bit nervous and was in this old house standing in the kitchen at the bottom of an old stair way with a door.

The couple looked around at everyone and then at me and went up the stairs into the dark and shut the door. The child lead the way up the dark stairs. It was quiet. No one else would go up those stairs, to scary and dark up there.

T-shirts on hangers all next to each other kept coming into focus. I don't know what their importance was. No mass kaos and death and gore like in my many other dreams but there was a since of fear but not a strong since of fear. I was not freaked out or panic stricken in this dream. I was just an observer I guess.The dream has stayed with me all these months and I have no idea what it means, if anything, but when I woke up I prayed for that couple and kids.
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I know that many Christians do not believe in the power God can do in dreams/visions and how God can use them like He did with Jacob and others. But I know them to sometimes, not always, be from God. God has protected me and helped me in my dreams. I call on Jesus for help in some of my dreams and instantly I feel the Holy Spirit enter my dream and engulf me in safety. God has lead me to answers in my dreams. Sometimes my dreams are just plain stupid stuff the mind is playing out for no reason. I am not a guru evil psychic or anything like that. No way. Would not want to be. But I am open enough in my spirit and mind to know that God can and has spoke to me in my dreams. Just like He has to many others.

Flesh eating virus, bad virus killing both humans and animals.

Dream typed out on Sept 24, 2008

I had a dream last night that one of those flesh eating diseases were rampet in society.

But it was worse then the flesh eating disease we already know about.
It spread by contact so perhaps was a virus maybe and not as much of a bacteria maybe?

It started out affecting cats and then other animals and then later on humans. In the dream I tried telling others to be careful and not touch those affected without gloves, gowns and masks on.

Ppl would not listen and they kept touching the affected ones and going about their lives. I thought the affected ones should be quarantined so that they could not spread it around to others like they unknowingly were. But no one else seemed to think so.

I kept seeing flesh that had been eaten away in large patches and fastly growing. It was eaten away so much in some cases that the organs could be seen pumping and functioning.

Still not to many ppl were worried about it and they kept going on in life as if it was not that big of a deal.

More got affected by it and walked about as if it was almost normal or something.

Demonic influences over take America, world wide natural disater and flooding.

Dream typed out on Sept 14, 2008

My dream last night:

Some one had taken over America and many ppl were dead and or missing. The children were all gone so were the old people. Couples were split up and taken to different places.I ,as well as others, were taken to far away places out on the ocean to stay but not freely. It was kind of like a prison complex. No freedom but we could all roam around with in the island prison and talk to each other. My husband was not there.

There was not many humans left anymore. They seemed to be mostly all gone. Not very crowded anymore. In fact I did not see even animals or notice much signs of life at all. Even the woods and ground seemed kind of baren.

Some of the prisoners some how had been able to either escape or be released back to the mainland and when they came back they said it was not safe at all on the main land and most ppl would most certainly be killed for sure if they go back there. And if they did not get killed they would be caught and taken to a much worse place.The ocean had changed.

What used to be the shores of the ocean were gone and underwater and the ocean shore was now at Indiana (my state). The new shore was near my home. I dont even know if it was the coean or not. It could have been a new massive large body of water. I live in northern Indiana kind of between lake Michigan and Lake whatever it is called.Some ppl both in the island prison and on the main land were talking about starting to eat eachother because they were hungry.

Some how I managed to get off the island and back to mainland near to my home. My kids were gone and I could see that my husband had been there because he some how got free from the prison he had been in. He was different tho. He was in survivor mode and always going around in search of food and survival supplies. He was very focused on trying to protect us but kept mindlessly searching and looking around.

Our land looked different. Other surviviors straggled in once in a while. There was a since of calm fear and everyone quietly knew 'they' could come around the bend and kill us at any time, (whoever 'they' is I don't know).I did not see them but knew there was weird never saw before creatures killing and eating ppl.

Evil hell bent creatures that were large and horrid looking. But I never saw them I just knew they were there and could feel their presence close by. We had to scurry about quietly so as not to let the creatures know we were out and about.It would go from night time to day time. In the day time there was no rain,no wind, Calm weather. The sunshine was not shinning brightly because it seemed to be cloudy or something.PPl walked about kind of zombie like.

Not too many ppl around tho because most had been taken, eaten or killed. I did not see dead bodies and guts like I so often do in dreams. The ppl were calmer then in most of my other dreams. Almost emotionless just moving about like a zombie.In the dream I had a feeling that way off in the distance in other locations of the country and world that bad wars were taking place.

Sever war and distruction so I knew I did not want to leave the area I was in because it was calmer.I had the feeling the wars were in the east I think, the south east. And the prison I was in was in the west. I knew I did not want to go south or north because something bad was there. More war and evil I think. The north had a since of nothingness now. The south had a since of death.

The west had a since of imprisonment. The zombie like ppl would come from the north. No one came from the south, the south seemed kind of dead or something. I just knew I had to stay right were I was. I knew that in the south east there was big giant evil horrid looking creatures and ppl ingaged in war fighting and killing. I dont know who was fighting whom.

Run down dirty building and small room serves to remind me to be thankful.

Dream typed out on July 25, 2008


Last night I dreamed that I had to live in this old apartment building in an uninsulated wooden small room with a dusty chewed up single sized bed/mattress. NO bedding. No furniture. no electric , no heat no AC. Cob webs. No windows. No locks on the shabby door.Questionable types of ppl outside in the hall way.

I was afraid as a female being alone in that room. But there was also many ppl in this building who understood the troubles of eachother and did not harm eachother. Just a bare room with that nasty bed. A giant hole was chewed in the bottom of the door by rats and they would get into the small room I lived in.

Out side there was many rich and poor folks. The rich seemed to go on in life ignoring the needs of the many poor ppl who lived in this run down rat infested apartment building.The rooms had no toilets. One had to walk down a dark dusty thin hallway to get to the restroom that everyone shared. It was filthy.

I woke up thought about it and knew that dreams meaning. It had something to do with me being ungrateful for what I have because I have been flustered at how run down our place is and how we don't have the funds to fix up the place and it embarrasses me because I would like to have ppl over to visit more often but feel like I cant.

It also served to remind me that a great deal of the worlds population lives with things like rats, dust, no electric and filth around them and there is nothing they can do about it.